I think I've realized my problem

So I think I've realized my problem when it comes to boys. Due to my obsessive compulsive nature, as well as tendency to be paranoid about everything, I have come to the following conclusions.

This is what happens when I start to like a boy.

1) I have no interest at all. There's a little crush maybe, but nothing serious that makes me feel crazy inside.
2) I go through a thinking process. Many many thoughts go through my head as I work things out and think things through.
3) I'm interested. I want him. I need him. Oh baby, oh baby. And this step seems to last longer than it should.

With my luck, nothing happens, so I end up stuck in stage 3. Well, right now I'm in stage 3. I want him. We'll see what happens. And with my luck...............